I though I was finally ok with living so far away. But these last couple of months something changed. I had one friend here, but not anymore. I found myself coming back more and more. I hate living here. I hate being so far away. From everything and everyone. I feel left out. Like I’m missing something. On top of that I’m highly unsociable so I haven’t made new friends.
I’m lonely all the time. It’s not a good feeling. Not depressed. I have nothing to be depressed about. It just doesn’t feel good. Oh well. Ç’est la vie.
I wrote this around this time last year with the total intention of posting it.
I don’t know why I didn’t post it but I felt that maybe now is the time to do it with some added commentary.
Added commentary will be in ( ).
What an interesting year this was.
It’s very difficult to describe what this year meant to me but I’m going to try anyways. Maybe bullet points will help.
-I just learned that my iPad doesn’t have a bullet point key. ( Still doesn’t)
(one quick google search and I found out that it does! •••!!!)
-I finally got rid of people that were bringing drama and bullshit into my life.
(Got rid of is too strong. More like put on the back burner.)
-I met new people that bring drama and bullshit into my life.
(Drama and bullshit is not strong enough. Fuck)
-I didn’t read as much this year and I don’t like that.
(I blame the iPad for that)
-Even though I didnt read as much my library more than doubled this year.
(I might need to get a THIRD bookshelf soon)
-I got into bobbleheads for some reason.
(and as fast as I got into them I stopped)
-My narcissism jumped like 7 levels. But that’s because I’m seven levels of awesome.
(This is still very true.)
-My geekery also jumped about seven levels.
(The geeks shall inherit the earth)
-Saw Kid Cudi in concert.
-Saw Kevin Smith like 8 times. <3
-Fell in love (HA!)<——(that’s been there since last year)(and I honesty don’t know who I’m talking about. )
-Went through a mid-life crisis.
(That was a fun 4 hours)
That’s all that comes to mind when I think of this year. Pretty disappointing if you ask me. Oh well.
My Top Albums
1. CAMP-Childish Gambino
2. Tigres Del Norte y Sus Amigos-Tigres Del Norte
3. Watch The Throne-Jay-Z & Kanye West
4.( I guess I didn’t have a 4th favorite)
5. Lasers-Lupe Fiasco